got soo damm bored so i went to friendster. was browsing at my frens' profile.. den i decided to go into his profile n see.. i saw his status was In A Relationship. i was like HUH ! i scrolled dwn n saw his testimonial.. n i relized tt he had a gf.. they hav been tgt for a mth plus ler.. dey started at 02/10/2006.. i juz got to noe it today..
cant believe u noe.. i cant believe im sad.. i kip staring at his testi n pics. i dun noe y im cryin! i noe tt i dun like him.. v clear dat i dun like him.. but i dun noe y im cryin. the word "he got a gf" keep appearing in my mind.. Y !!! I DUN UNDERSTAND Y !!
saw those pic he took wif his girl.. can see that dey were so loving.. de girl loves him v much.. i guess ish de same for him.. but i relized tt the background of de pic was de place tt mi n him used to go.. we wil sit dwn dere, talk dwn dere, smoke dwn dere, quarrel dwn dere, laugh dwn dere.. n y it has to be dere?!?! WHY !
i duno wad my heart wans.. i really duno. i duno wad to do.. duno wad i wan.. i dun wan like this.. i dun wan to noe.. i dun wan i DUN WAN !!!
but i guess he's lucky dis time.. i believe she wil cherish him baa. from the testi i can see tt he really loves her.. glad he did.. im sure he has alot of stories to say.. but dis time ish not complaining.. n i dun wan to hear. he dun ned me now..
i hate my heart u noe.. i dun wanna fall in love anymore....... y it has to be like dis.. when u finally noe tt u like de person but de person was nort dere anymore.. i dun like dis kind of feeling lei.
♠ new camera
♠ dim sum feast
♠ new specs
♠ another tattoo xD
♠ driving licence
♠ ferris wheel!
♠ backpack
♠ itouch
♠ adidas japan jacket
♠ red hooded jacket
♠ navy hooded jacket
♠ study in japan
♠ study in korea
♠ Bangkok Shopping!
♠ a cat
♠ Paris!
♠ White iphone4s